A New Beginning...

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I can't stop the feeling that something has changed. Something BIG has changed! Maybe its my mind playing tricks on me. Maye its because I've been doing more Reiki. I am turning into a healer of sorts. I like that.

People are coming to me from the distant past and asking for help. I give it and I like it. Some stay away because of their christian background. Its OK. Each must follow their own path. I even have some Santeria people asking for help. I still give it.

 I think more and more each day that we are or at least I am on the positive time-line that I want to be in. What is a time-line you may ask?

A time-line is a split in the time stream. A duplication like an amoeba does it only one duplicate is bright and the other dark. This can be likened to the Rapture that is mentioned in the Bible. I am not a fan of that story and I think it is mostly a Myth.

See, as fantastic as it sounds, since the 40s the government, other groups and entities have been mucking with time travel and inadvertently or purposely creating time lines or time streams. This began with PROJECT RAINBOW and has taken a most sinister agenda since by the Military. Tesla worked on it and quit because he saw the abuses and a John Von Newman took it over and it really turned sinister. Much has been hidden from the people by the Military and their insane need to keep things secret.

Most of all is all there for those that can discern and dare to look. I think all that activity has created some undesirable time lines. It is all due to the Black Hats need to manipulate. There are external forces to our Planet that have the Capability, Desire and Authority to correct these negative time lines. So I sound a bit Sci-Fy?

To condense a bit please check out this blog entry. It pretty much says it all in a manner that is easily understood. collapsing-timelines 

Time lines are being collapsed and as a result those negative things will briefly manifest here. Like the NWO and WW III. Congress passing a Budget and avoiding financial collapse!!!!!!!

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This graph represents what scientists think happened when the Universe was created. Of Course there are lots of overlapping universes and this is the Multi-Verse idea. Originally there was only one timeline. The move is towards that.

What does that mean to us? Well, it means that you are heading in the right direction, expanding and growing spiritually in ways though impossible. Think one year back and you'll see what I mean. Most do not even know this is happening. Some do.

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Some see a new Earth in the process of being born. Some name it a planetary ascension. Some predict the end of the NWO and their Black Hat masters influence over us. Some predict the collapse of the present monetary system and Capitalism that is impersonal, selfish and impartial to all except the banking elites.

What ever!

I know that he present course is not sustainable because more people are being made poor while the elites become richer. Pretty soon, we will have a world much like the one depicted in the movie Elysium.

I do not want to live in such a world. I want all the advances in medicine, science and technology to benefit all people not just the rich elites.  This must happen and it will. We are headed in that direction where even money will cease to be used. And people will be freed from enslaving debt. Now you think that I have turned into some kind of communist. I am not and I'll tell you that capitalism and communism are 2 sides of the same coin...

The Earth is growing up. It is up tp you to decide which one you want to be in. It is easier than you think. Do not go the way of the dark ones. RIDE THE WAVE  Namaste

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A Reiki Circle for Anyone

I was privileged to be allowed to join a Reiki circle at http://www.fivesisters.biz/ this weekend. I've been meaning to go check them out and I am glad I did. These good folks have about 1-2 free sessions to the public a month where mini Reiki healings are offered. My intent was to have more physical interaction with this Reiki Energy since I've been doing mostly remote Reiki treatments.

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This is one of my local shops that I frequent and like a lot. They have lots of services available as well as a good selection of crystals and stones. All the hard to find stuff I can usually find there.  What I like about this shop is the great vibes and that is a testament to the owners and the people that work there.  It is great to have such a good shop available to the progressive spiritual community. Check them out if you are ever in the vicinity.

So I prepared by listening to One of my favorite album by Existence. This is all Tibetan

Existence

 Singing Bowls and I strongly 

Recommend that you use a High Quality and capacity music system for this to get the full effect. The vibrations are intense and deep. By the time that I got tho the meeting, even rush hour traffic had no effect on me. I just flowed with it not being affected by all the crazy drivers...great!

I naturally get drawn in by Tibetan things and I must have a connection to them. Considering what the Chinese are doing to these people, they have inadvertently forced them out of isolation and now they are all over the world spreading their knowledge and it is intensive. They even have some predictions from hundreds of years ago that when the metal birds fly, Tibetan Dharma would be all over the world. Amazing!

So my story continues and I had a dream a few weeks ago in which I was conversing with Elizabeth Clare Prophet and I was telling her that I make these Malas and I offer them for sale in my https://www.etsy.com/shop/AquarianAgeThings store. Check it out if you are so inclined. 

I looked down and I  saw a Mala made of Jade beads with the breaks of Rudraksha beads surrounded by bone. The interesting part was that bellow the Guru bead was a symbol and it kind of looked like an N shape.

I know that the swastika is an ancient symbol used by many people all over the world and then the Nazis misused it for their insanity. Just for that, I was not going to hang one on my Mala, no matter what. I did a little research and found what looked like it and it is called an Antahkarana. A little more research reveals the following. 

This healing symbol does not require an atunement. It is usually used in its printed form although some people do sign it our with the hand. Just by having it in your presence, it will enhance the healing power of any healing method. It will also improve meditation or any exercise designed to improve health, well-being or connection to the higher power. It is not a secret symbol. You can hang it on the wall in your healing room, place it image up under your healing table etc. It does not need to be seen by the healee in order for it to work. Some have laminated them to make them more durable. The small one can be laminated and placed in your shoes, or taped over a chakra or other body area to improve healing, or can be carried in the pocket, purse or wallet etc. 

So this is a special Reiki symbol and I am happy with it. I had to make one of selenite and copper since I could not find a suitable one. I also made another one as a pendant and is offered through my etsy store.

I did not know what to expect and I met a wonderful Reiki facilitator by the name of Jed. I also met Pam who was also attuned to master level by the same person that attuned me. So I was committed and there were 2 sessions planned that day. The first had about 6 people but the second was a full house with about 25. That required 4 Masters and I was glad to help.

The Reiki Energy kicked in high gear and I expected it to. I feel it as heat and it comes through my hands. It is basically a healing energy delivered through the hands and physical contact is not required but helpful.

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I was able to treat about 11 people. Interestingly enough, 2 people received what I consider impressions. These are short messages that come to mind at the time of the treatment and I just pass them along.

The energy then did its intensive thing and I started sweating like a pig... It does that to me when it gets intense. That is OK and I just need to adjust to it. The group reminded me of the Portable Vortex energy. it has that feel to it.

I hope to participate more in these sessions if they let me. I am glad that I found them out as it helps me get more in tune with this energy and I like helping people.

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RIDE THE WAVE...Namaste

Patterns of manipulation and how to Spot Them

Manipulation. The very word brings up distrust and apprehension.

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This can take many forms. When you look or listen to a commercial, you are being manipulated into buying the product they are peddling.  There are main categories and subcategories of this and there are White Papers written and whole specialties exist on the subject. I am not the expert but I can study and read.  I am only concerned with these types in this article.

1. Psychological
2. Emotional

 All of us at some point have fallen to these types of manipulation.

Psychological Manipulation is one of the most destructive. It basically uses mind control tricks and techniques to get people to do something against their will. In order for you to avoid being manipulated by others, you need to know the ways that a person can get into your mind and control you to gain the advantage. Think of Magicians and their trickery.

Here are some forms of manipulation that you should know about to avoid being controlled by them. Notice the impossibility and contradictory of the statements.

•  Not All Truths Are Really True.
•  Being Perfect Is An Impossibility.
•  Illusions Are Considered As Nothing. 

 
Emotional Manipulation can be though of as covert aggression. Many parents do this to their children. Most do not know the damage they cause. Guilt is one of the main operatives. I've known people that can do this without words. Here are some of their techniques.

• There is no use in trying to be honest with an emotional manipulator.
•  An emotional manipulator is the picture of a willing helper. 
•  Crazy making - saying one thing and later assuring you they did not say it.
•  Guilt. Emotional manipulators are excellent guilt mongers.
•  Emotional manipulators somehow have the ability to impact the emotional climate of those around them.

 So yeah yeah, you say that and what can be done? The only answer is to get True Freedom. One of the most important is Spiritual Freedom and that includes freedom from religion.

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I bet the religious people will raise questions here. Be patient, this requires a leap of faith in the sense that you have all been taught to look outward for the Being/Force you call God.

I suggest that the answer lies inside of you and that these is no need for religion per say because you are inextricably part of that Source already. I call it Source for lack of a better term.

Most can achieve that once most forms of manipulation have been mitigated. I will break one rule here to state some religious things. On one of the most heavily manipulated books known as the Bible states: John 8:32 (KJV) "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free". Even then, there is some truth there.

Much has been invested by those that wish to keep humanity deaf and dumb to all except what they wish to allow. Most want to keep you docile and looking for something outside that can never be reached or found. The Sages, Yogis and Wise men of the East have known this for a long time, but they have failed miserably at letting others know. They have built walls of secrecy in FEAR that this will be misused.The time for that is past.

Seek the best and most resonating way for you to achieve that connection to your own Source connection. All you need to do is remember. There are many ways. The only thing I caution is to beware of manipulations, religious ones the most destructive. In reality there is no religion, just the way things are. Learn that and be Free.

Spiritual Freedom is . . . 

• A release from the bonds of restrictive religious groups
• The ability to think for yourself without guilt
• The power to move beyond religious or spiritual dogma
• The pursuit of spiritual growth and knowledge in the absence of fear and unhealthy restraint, ties, and obligations
• The power to exercise our God-given right to personal liberty in our spiritual journey to find our purpose and fulfill our destiny in this life

Just be aware that guilt is one of their greatest weapons to keep you down. Don't let them. Be Free. Be your Real Self.  RIDE THE WAVE Namaste.

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Selenite is a wonderful Substance Part I

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Selenite is wonderful stuff. It GLOWS in sun light. It is soft #2 in the Mohs Scale. It can be easily worked and best of all it has a great feel and energy to it. A bit fragile but things can be done to stabilize it. So then what is it?

Selenite is a type of Gypsum. Gypsum is a soft sulfate mineral compound composed of calcium sulfate dihydrate, with the chemical formula CaSO₄·2H₂O. There are 4 major types of Selenite. 

• Selenite - This is sometimes transparent and can be called windowpane selenite. 
• Satin Spar - This is my favorite as it is fribrous and milky white but can be of other colors. 
• Desert Rose - This is  similar in shape to a rose with petals. It is usually coated on the outside with sand and can be of sand color.
• Gypsum Flower - These are fibers that grow and bend in different shapes, some resembling flowers. 

Satin Spar and windowpane are probably the most useful of the forms. All forms carry the qualities that make Selenite wonderful. It is formed from ancient sea beds and there are formations that can be dated back some 250 million years ago. This can be ancient stuff. 

But that is not why I like this substance. 

Some of the largest Selenite crystals have  been found at the Nasca Mine in Mexico. These crystals have been growing in a very hot environment and was under water. Now they have stopped growing. They Selenite is named for Selene, Greek goddess of the Moon because of its moon-like glow. Some of the attributed effects of the stone is listed here.

• Mental clarity
• Access angelic guidance
• Unblocks stagnant energy
• Instills peace

It makes a wonderful protection stone. One other wonderful property is that it cleans other crystals of negative energy and it does not itself hold a negative charge. This mineral has the ability to coalesce and channel ambient energy! Now that is why I like it. I have used it in combination with other crystals to obtain a highly tuned instrument to channel energy.

Selenite forms the basis for my Energy Power Wands and the Portable Vortex because of its ability to channel energy. It is really fiber optics to energy. I love the stuff. Selenite also can amplify and channel other stone's energies. I have proven this with my experiments enough. It works well with Kyanite, blue and black. I have not tried the other types. I have combined it successfully with Special quartz like Herkimer Diamonds, Azeztulite, Nirvana quartz and eveb some Apophyllite, though not  quartz. This stuff seems to work well with other crystals and stones. You just have to KNOW what goes well. Its kind of an art. Lucky for all of us, there are lots of wonderful books that deal with this subject. One specific type that is calling me lately is called window pane Selenite. 

This was used as window pane material in the Middle Ages in Churches. Of course there is no color. 

 
It is clear enough to allow light through. and thus it makes a good window pane material. Some of those windows are still in place so it is also durable. I have heard that it is water soluble. I took pieces and some powder and placed it in water for a few days and noticed no difference. I must conclude it water wear is slow, other wise those window panes would have worn out already.

I've also taken a flame to it. It does not burn but it does change it from translucent to white opaque. I would not recommend you place it in direct contact with a flame. I do not know what other chemicals would hurt it and I am sure they exist. 

There are reports that it can me toxic at high levels, so when working it and fine powder develops, its best not to breath it. there is one large deposit in the Phoenix ares that is being run by these wonderful folks 

www.crystallinephoenix.com

by the name of Mark and Trudy Baker of www.crystallinephoenix.com

I strongly urge you to visit their site. They see themselves as custodians of this large vein of selenite. If I ever have a need for large pieces, this is the place to get them from. These people are special, if you know what I mean.

I want this to go out now so I will be updating this in another revision.

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RIDE THE WAVE...Namaste

Another Portable Energy Vortex Part IV

This is being constructed for a good friend of mine. It is a Portable Energy Vortex. How can this be done? Simply put all energy in this Universe moves in vortex-like patterns. 

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The best way to see a Vortex is to fill a water container and make a hole at the bottom. This is a downward moving vortex powered by gravity. Vortexes can also move up and change directions. That is the main nature of the energy construct that I create for those brave enough to deal in those energies. 

So once again I find myself making another one. The first one was an experiment that worked. The Vortex is as much tied to the mind of the user as the Energies of the Earth. 

How can this be? Well, it is because one is a creator in these things. Being a creator makes for the conduit of these energies that are so intelligent and wish to be used for the Greater Good of Mankind.

My substance of choice is Selenite because of its ability to conduct ambient energy in a pre-designed way. These Vortexes are also tuned to the working energies of the owner. I would ask them.

1. What is your Purpose?
2. How will you use it?
3. Are you brave enough?

Having a Vortex in tune with your personal energies gives it more vibrancy to operate at a higher level. And it is very high energies that are being used here. Doing such is an Art as much as a Science. It does not stop there. The energy of the user's mind is also key along with intention and programming.

These are the materials used in this Vortex. Careful consideration, meditation and intuition went into the geometry used, the types of stones and the way the copper was used.

That particular picture is not how a Vortex is set up or how to proceed with the intent and programming. Also what is not shown is the center stones. That is also key and must be chosen with care.

Consider a Power Wand. This is a Power wand times 20! It is nothing simple or to be taken lightly. Also a very personal choice is the use of the smaller stones. Those give character to the types of energies being drawn and channeled through the Vortex.

The Merkaba is a type of Energy Vortex. It spins. I just recently discovered what is at its center. 

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I also discovered with the help of a friend that it is not the material used but the geometry of the construct that matters. This one is hard to swallow because there are people making Merkabas for sale out of all kinds of exotic materials and that is OK, but not what is important. 

Such an energy construct is alive with intelligent energy that wants to be put to good use.  At the center of this Merkaba is a thing called the Antahkarana.

In Hindu philosophy, the antahkaran (Sanskrit: the inner cause) refers to the totality of two levels of mind, namely the buddhi, the intellect or higher mind, and the manas, the middle levels of mind which (according to theosophy) exist as or include the mental body. Antahkarana has also been called the link between the middle and higher mind, the reincarnating part of the mind.

So here is the link of the mind to the energy construct. This thing also rotates and intuitions says that it does so very very fast. 

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Here is what that looks like and how it pertains to a 2D symbol representation of  Merkaba and it is also known as the Star Of Solomon. Please note the geometry involved. Almost like 3 number 7s tied at the base. 

This happens to be also a very old symbol in Tibet and is used in Reiki healing. This symbol can also be thought of as a type of Vortex as its use and behavior is the same.

This symbol came to me in a dream hanging at the end of a Buddhist Mala that I was wearing and it kind of looked like an N shape. I thought it was a swastika. That is also a buddhist ancient symbol before the Nazis perverted it in their insanity and hate.

But this wasn't it. I was not about to wear a swastika. To my delight, it turned out to be something different. I would not use a swastika for obvious reasons. Instead I constructed one of these Antahkaranas in the shape of a pendant since there are none to buy that I can find. 

 And this is what that looks like. It is about an inch and a half. It will be hanging at the end of a Mala soon. I will be finding out more about that type of Vortex.

But here is how a Portable Energy Vortex should be used. First decide on the intent. Then clear the crystals. Next charge them with the desired intent. At this point, you must behave as a Reiki Master would and let the Energy decide the next step. 

The next step is to build the Vortex in a Circular shape but it may not be what is necessary. Set your center stone(s) to the need at hand. I would recommend a grounding stone at the center such as a chunk of Tourmaline. Not pretty but it will do a nice job. Always use a grounding stone for the benefit of the user. 

Now how to use it. A person can stand or sit in the center using a chair. One thing to note is that the energies are intense. Also ask it to be in use only as a function of the person in it and how much they can handle. Never any more or less. The Energies KNOW! Once done, release the energies back to the Universe to heal all who need it. Do this consciously.

I have witnessed my Portable Vortex operate on a cancer patient by spinning very very fast clockwise and once it reached the apex, it came down fast and turned into a pillar of solid light! That was held for a while and the patient announced that he was done as the pillar dissolved. 

I would never think of a vortex as a pillar of light. But that is what it did.  

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Here is another type of energy vortex capture on a pyramid structure using Kirlian Photography and a Tesla coils and time lapse photography. 

Note the double helix rotating clockwise coming off the top of the copper pyramid.
Such things can't be simply ignored just because people think it too fantastic to be true.

So my Portable Energy Vortex is presented in a nice box lined with felt of the owner's preferred color. Even though it is not officially for sale, I would entertain individual requests. Please be aware that using such a powerful tool is nothing to be taken lightly. I would let the Energies decide if it is the right thing for you at this time.

Vortex in Box

The Box does have enough room for some other crystals such as the center ones. It is heavy though. The handle may need to be redone as I do not want the thing to fall and break.

Any way, this is the Vortex and I just called my friend and told her it was ready. She is excited about it.

RIDE THE WAVE ... Namaste

The Count and What He Means to Us

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Have you ever heard of this man? The Compte de Saint Germain? Or what he was known as the Count? Here is an engraving of the Count of St. Germain by Nicolas Thomas made in 1783 and what he looked like. He's been known to have moved in Nobility's circle of Europe about 200 years ago. A man of mystery and of amazing talents. There are real historical documents that state that such a man did exist.

The most enjoyable dinner I had was with Madame de Robert Gergi, who came with the famous adventurer, known by the name of the Count de St. Germain. This individual, instead of eating, talked from the beginning of the meal to the end, and I followed his example in one respect as I did not eat, but listened to him with the greatest attention. It may safely be said that as a conversationalist he was unequalled.

St. Germain gave himself out for a marvel and always aimed at exciting amazement, which he often succeeded in doing. He was scholar, linguist, musician, and chemist, good-looking, and a perfect ladies' man. For awhile he gave them paints and cosmetics; he flattered them, not that he would make them young again (which he modestly confessed was beyond him) but that their beauty would be preserved by means of a wash which, he said, cost him a lot of money, but which he gave away freely.

He had contrived to gain the favour of Madame de Pompadour, who had spoken about him to the king, for whom he had made a laboratory, in which the monarch — a martyr to boredom — tried to find a little pleasure or distraction, at all events, by making dyes. The king had given him a suite of rooms at Chambord, and a hundred thousand francs for the construction of a laboratory, and according to St. Germain the dyes discovered by the king would have a materially beneficial influence on the quality of French fabrics.

This extraordinary man, intended by nature to be the king of impostors and quacks, would say in an easy, assured manner that he was three hundred years old, that he knew the secret of the Universal Medicine, that he possessed a mastery over nature, that he could melt diamonds, professing himself capable of forming, out of ten or twelve small diamonds, one large one of the finest water without any loss of weight. All this, he said, was a mere trifle to him. Notwithstanding his boastings, his bare-faced lies, and his manifold eccentricities, I cannot say I thought him offensive. In spite of my knowledge of what he was and in spite of my own feelings, I thought him an astonishing man as he was always astonishing me.

Much has been written of his exploits and they are interesting enough. The Count died in his residence on the 27th February 1784 and the death was recorded in the register of the St. Nicolai Church in Eckernförde  He was buried March 2 and the cost of the burial was listed in the accounting books of the church the following day. Or did he? Its also known that he faked his own death and attended his own funeral in disguise. Why? One can guess because he tired of public life. For any ordinary mortal, that would be the end of the story. But not for Count de Saint-Germain. He would continue to be seen throughout the 19th century and into the 20th century!

• In 1785 he was seen in Germany with Anton Mesmer, the pioneer hypnotist. (Some claim that it was Saint-Germain who gave Mesmer the basic ideas for hypnotism and personal magnetism.)
• Official records of Freemasonry show that they chose Saint-Germain as their representative for a convention in 1785.
• After the taking of the Bastille in the French Revolution in 1789, the Comtesse d'Adhémar said she had a lengthy conversation with Count de Saint-Germain. He allegedly told her of France's immediate future, as if he knew what was to come. In 1821, she wrote: "I have seen Saint-Germain again, each time to my amazement. I saw him when the queen [Antoinette] was murdered, on the 18th of Brumaire, on the day following the death of the Duke d'Enghien, in January, 1815, and on the eve of the murder of the Duke de Berry." The last time she saw him was in 1820 - and each time he looked to be a man no older than his mid-40s.

How can this be? How can some one not die? Well, it gets weird again! After he supposedly died he traveled to the Rackoczy Mansion at the foothills of the Carpathian Mountains in Transylvania where he underwent the process known as the Ascension. He then came back and was from time to time seen at various places.

He was later involved in the Theosophy movement with Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, the founder of the Theosophical Society. Here is a photograph and it has been converted to a painting with Master Kuthumi, El Morya and Saint Germain, on the right and Madame Blavatsky sitting in a  chair..

At this point he was in the ascended state and able to do much as he wanted. Together these Masters gave Ms Blavatsky all the information that became published in the Theosophical society. Those writing can be obtained at www.theosophical.org .

Still he was as  mysterious as ever. I can tell you that he is one of the few Masters that are willing to deal and work with humanity to better themselves.

Earth has a Great Friend in this Master.

Here is another photograph that was supposedly precipitated to the Theosophists of what St Germain looks like. He has been very active in many organizations such as the I AM movement of the 30s through Guy Ballard and Lotus his wife. There are many books that can obtained also from this place at www.saintgermainpress.com .

He gave many teaching on many subjects and is very active to this day but has not picked a specific organization at this time, at least that I know of.

Personally he is the one Master that I identify the most with. I know also that El Morya has been very active also and they all work together for the betterment of mankind.

But the most important thing that he has made us aware of in all his teachings is this thing called the Violet Flame.

His teaching on this flame is that it is a force field that transmutes bad energy into good. That has very intense ramifications for mankind as this provides  for a fast pace for a being to their ascension.

This Flame is real and some can see it as I have also seen it. Remember that this Master Saint Germain is here to help all mankind. He wishes all to learn to use this flame as it means FREEDOM in every sense of the word.

You can find lots of information from www.summitlighthouse.org or from  www.templeofthepresence.org or just the internet.

Many artists have rendered his likeness in paintings. When he appears to anyone he looks like this when he wishes to be recognized.

This is an amazing gift from the Universe to us here on earth. I sincerely hope we learn to appreciate it.


RIDE THE WAVE ... Namaste

The Fakeness of the Christmas Holidays

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I have to tell you that I am the first to say that I love the Christmas Holidays. I have, however been over the last few years grown increasingly disappointed in the proceedings. I have threatened to cancel Christmas a few times. Last year we scaled it back to a bare minimum. This year I am seriously rethinking the whole season.  

Maybe this has a lot to do with this. The dreaded Black Friday. I used to work retail and we called it THE DAY FROM HELL! and it was. That store would sell over $1 million and if they made $15,000 it was too much. WHY?

It has become one insane mad rush to buy stuff to put under a christmas tree. Buy buy buy, spend spend spend. I loathe the commercials coming from the TV. I loathe the sickly sweet christmas music every where you go.The same crappy songs everywhere. Its lost all meaning in a commercial orgy of financial interests.  I find little cheer in people's faces. I must first ask why I feel that way? How has something so nice has turned into such a mess? 

Maybe its because Christmas has been high jacked by commercial Interests, non-christians and its been secularized to the Nth degree.

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Now, I like Spongebob as a character but to have it tell me what Christmas should be is a no no. There are myriads of messages, some subliminal that this time is when we are all programmed to mindlessly go out and spend all the money we have and all the one we don't. I feel stress from all sides, mostly from family and the times bring out long standing family feuds to relive themselves.

You know what I mean because it happens to us all. So what happened to us at this time of the year? This is a Christian agreed Holiday. I seriously doubt that Jesus was born on December 25th. Some cultures say it was January the 6th. 

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We have been programmed with this image of the Holy Birth by the Church. I seriously doubt that it it happened, that it happened that way. See, I grew up believing all the crap (please excuse the word) that the Church has handed us. I have come to the realization that the Bible Jesus is a manufactured character. That was extremely hard to swallow. I really wanted to believe in all that stuff. But is it not real. None of it was! I an seeking the TRUTH!

What is real then? Why all the manipulation and deception? I thought then that if all the Bible Jesus was all fake, what is the truth? I do know without a shadow of a doubt that there is a Real Jesus the Christ and that he is working for mankind's betterment. He is not God or what the christian doctrine says about him. Yes I know that some christians heads are exploding about now. Seek the Truth.

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But that he is real. I also believe that the Christ is not just a person but a state of consciousness that we all have the capacity to embody. Why are those that claim to have seen him give a similar image? It is no coincidence.

This Christ consciousness that we all aspire to is already inside all of us and by virtue of our origins. That is independent of religion or churches. This Christ is not relevant just on the Christmas Holiday, he is all year round.

This is not what modern day christianity teaches. Who is to say that the Catholic Church which was instituted by the Roman Emperors and all other christian denominations split from is correct? I think that it is a 2000 year old business disguising itself as a religion that has met its end. 

This is what is happening and many are feeling that pressure. They may not talk or tell anyone but its there. This is the power behind the WAVE and why one must ride it. I only wish that they do not take it as hard as I did. I do not prescribe myself under any religion. I do not identify with any of today's brands of christianity. My understanding pierces through all that directly to the Source with LASER precision. 

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So next time you find yourself is a similar situation such as this, it is not real. It is all made up for a carefully manufactured purpose to get as much money out of your pocket as possible. To keep you from seeing the reality of things.

I like the Harry Potter story and enjoyed the movies but it is just a story. People need to wake up from the story that has been presented as the truth in our lives.

Religion is just as guilty as the non-religious. Do not be fooled.

BTW, You can celebrate it, just be aware of what is being done by commercial interests. Be aware of what the churches tell you it is the truth that may not be. Discern! Enjoy the real holidays. Note that they all bring presents but the real presents is not what is in the boxes.

RIDE THE WAVE! Namaste.

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